Final Thoughts on Shu

Yes, we eventually added multiplayer.

I promised I wouldn’t do a postmortem for Shu’s Garden, and I mostly meant it. But two thoughts keep bouncing around in my brain and so here I set them loose.

An Apology

Shu, that happy, weird, space-gardening videogame, failed to go according to plan in so many ways. But in recent months it’s become clear to me that one of the root problems was my inability to commit to the mission: Mr. Colin and I set out to make “a game that could sell”, and to do it in a short, efficient production period (four months). Unconsciously, I worked against these goals.

When we needed to be rapidly building out a game experience (originally meant to be an adventure), I was taking long periods to write and re-write an unnecessary procedural plant-generation scheme. On reflection, such things simply interest me more than making an adventure game, and it seems I can’t help but pursue them, difference in time investment and promises be damned. Where we needed to deliver an experience which hooked in an existing player base and gave them a sense of purpose and value for their time, I pushed for an open-ended world without objectives that just made people scratch their heads.

So four months became more than a year. And “a game that could sell” became a weird, miniature experiment appealing to no existing market.

Despite his protests, I offer my apologies to Mr. Colin. I made promises, and couldn’t bring myself to fulfill them.

A Sideshow

Shu was a commercial failure, no doubt. Even the biggest bursts in sales (from launch announcements and kind articles) only sometimes approached a reasonable income rate before quickly subsiding back to zero. But, for me, the worst failure of Shu isn’t the lack of sales: What haunts me more is that it doesn’t say anything about me as a creator.

I set out as an indie four years ago. Published mostly silly little experiments, and blew a lot of time doing freelance work just to stay in the black. This is the only original work of note to show for all that time, and ultimately it’s just another cutesy kid-friendly game that is easy to dismiss and hard to say anything about. It doesn’t change the way we think about games. It doesn’t reach new audiences. It certainly doesn’t explore any aspect of the whole “interactive story” field which I’ve claimed is my main interest.

Yes, Shu seems like another professional failure. Or perhaps a professional sideshow. Another delay. Another “it’s not really what I’m about” time suck. I learned from it, naturally. But nothing I couldn’t have learned in other ways, in shorter time, pursuing things that matter more to me and have more to say.

Bye, Shu!

So, ten years after graduating university, nine years after trying my hand at teaching, eight years after officially entering the world of videogame development, and four years after going indie, I’m left feeling like I still have yet to get started.

The next phase is unclear. In the coming months, I will finally finish the interactive story project on which I’ve been dragging my heels forever. It will be more modest and under-the-radar than I once hoped, but it will be done come hell or high water. (Or else I will be returning grant money, head hung in shame…) What comes after, I just don’t know.

This will be my last post about Shu’s Garden. The path turns a corner up ahead, and I can’t yet see around it. But the space-cacti are behind me, finally slipping over the horizon.



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Reaching People

So that silly garden playground videogame, Shu’s Garden, is a thing which Mr. Colin D. Sanders, creator of dancing bears, and I did. For better or worse.

Shu's Garden — Grow Grow Grow

Ultimately, it consumed far more time and amounted to far less than either of us planned. Many things went wrong — I’ll spare you the postmortem — and needless to say it has not been a financial success. Perhaps what makes the spent time & effort sting most of all is that it’s not really in the vein of games we’d like to be making: Building a reputation around a cutesy platformer when you want to be making interactive stories for a more adult audience seems like misdirected effort, you know?

Shu's Garden — Timelapse 1

But every now and then I’m reminded that the game actually resonates with some people. Amongst the drone of “it’s cute, but I don’t see the point of it”, and “that’s a nice start; you should add lots of objectives”, there are those odd moments when it just clicks with a person and you hear something really rewarding: This game makes me so happy.

Shu's Garden — Giant Kura

Last Friday, Nathan Grayson of Kotaku was kind enough to share his experience with the game and how it affected him at time in his life when he needed a little bit of happiness. His story is deeply personal and that Shu could be a positive part of it is surprising and heartwarming.

Shu's Garden — Timelapse 2

The same day saw the final part in a Let’s Play series featuring a man and his son playing Shu together. Shu was semi-targetted at children and it’s always great to see it hit the mark. Special thanks to HamShanksCraft for sharing this.

Shu's Garden — Watering

Shu will almost definitely never cover the costs which went into it, and it may not be the ideal exemplar of our work. But little stories like these remind me that it amounted to more than nothing.


Shu’s Garden Helped Me When I Was Feeling Shitty (Nathan Grayson, Kotaku)

Gaming with a Toddler — Let’s Play Shu’s Garden (HamShanksCraft)

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Steam Greenlight: Because Why Not

Shu’s Garden for PC/Mac is out there in the wild and you can totally buy it for $5 or name-your-price at But did you also know that we submitted the game to Steam Greenlight?

Yes, the premiere digital store for PC games has an interesting community-voting system through which small indie titles like ours can gain admission to the store. Steam has an enormous customer base, so that could potentially translate into a Very Big Boost in exposure and sales for us. You can help us out, too — all it takes is for you to have a Steam account and click “yes” or “no” on our Greenlight page.

Can Shu’s Garden, a weird cutesy non-game space-garden playground thing, get voted onto one of the most hardcore gaming stores out there? Well, no, probably not. But there didn’t seem to be too much harm in trying 🙂

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Virtual Reality Time Travel in Toronto

Recently I had the pleasure of helping realise a neat virtual reality project with AWE Company in Toronto. Users visiting the Fort York National Historical Site will be able to “see through time” across the entire fort grounds using a VR headset. Virtual recreations of historical events are matched with real-world locations using Google’s Project Tango, AWE Company’s proprietary tech, and the Unity engine.

The project should be available to the public this summer (2015).

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